Man, I've been spending all morning listening to music and it just makes me wish that I could make my own music. I've been wanting to for as long as I can remember.
What especially makes this annoying is that I have these lyrics in my head. They're from that one video that I made called Maria and the Stone.
“It’s the best that I can do. I’ll do the best that I can do.”
I heard these lyrics one time in a dream and I really wish I could turn them into a song like the story that I wrote around Maria in that video. There's more to it than what I put in the video, much more, and I would love to turn that into a song but I just don't have the health to be able to make music like that and I don't have the money to pay someone else to do it for me, so it's really annoying. I wish I could make stuff like that happen, but I guess I should be grateful that I at least have this website to blog on and I've got my YouTube videos that I can put out once in a while.
Maybe one day I can at least learn instrumental stuff, but right now I'm focused on writing and a little bit of drawing. I don't wanna stretch myself too thin.
These are some songs that I imagine the full song to sound sort of like.
Man I wish I could make music...